Hey you, don’t know why I’m sharing this with you -yeah just in case I don’t make it to heaven, cause right now I kind of have the feeling that it is an illusion. I was told it’s a race, so I did everything necessary to prepare myself before it started. But I’m really confused cause I’m lost in the crowd, I didn’t know the race would be this though; and I was so weak -I’m making too many mistakes- its horrible.
It is not easy right now to find someone to talk to -the volume of my mistakes… people talk about having had a bad ‘day’ -I think I had a bad ‘year’ all together.
It’s never easy to rise from mistakes because our minds are messed with and broken -we don’t know what we are capable of, don’t know what’s next.
Without Grace, redemption is just a myth; and salvation a hopeless tale. Grace is the Element that will recreate Righteousness, Happiness, and Peace… I need more of it right now LORD.
Sorry friend, writing hurts…
